3 months back when I was still in Manila, I absolutely had no direction in life. I didn’t know if Im on the right path. Sure, I graduated in nursing and I passed the board exams…So what? I’m still in confusion. Because I know In my heart that there’s gotta be more to life than just being stuck inside the hospital for 8 hours. 3 months ago, I was still a happy go-lucky guy even though I have already graduated from college. I have learned that I was in confusion and in this state of “What’s going to happen to me?” because of the PEOPLE surrounding me. I was so much under the power of other people, that I should do this and to that.
Some of my Friends say: ”Magtrabaho tayo tapos MagNCLEX tayo”( Let’s be a nurse and get an NCLEX exam)
Some of my friends say: “Magcallcenter tayo”(Let’s work in a callcenter)
Some of my friends say: “Gimik tayo” (Let’s go and have fun!)
Some of my relatives say: BRYAN GO GET A JOB!Go to the Hospital!
Magaartista ba ako? Magmomodel Ba ako? Magnurse ba ako? Magcacallcenter ba ako?
AAAAAAh! This is the main problem that I have. I’m always LISTENING to what these people say and of course, my actions get affected by them because I’m blank minded at that time and quite unsure of what I really want to achive in life. And it all ends up to……..NOTHING
Why? Because these are the things that these people wanna do! BAKIT BA NILA AKO DINIDIKTAHAN!? DAHIL SILA ANG TAMA?
My mind was in a state of dilemma ->I was searching for the inner desire of my soul.-> I just want to be Happy.
LESSON 1: Do not rely your actions on what other people dictate. Identify the things that can make you truly happy and complete.
Hinde naman sa Stubborn ako, pero kung magpapaapekto ako palagi sa sasabihin nila Edi sila nalang maging Bryan James Gregorio diba?!
LESSON 2: Do things one step at a time while using you’re time efficiently.You are right Jordin Sparks!hehe! Do not rush into things that are nonsense. Make sure that everything you do is relevant to your life and your chosen career. Follow the right directions.
Example: You want to be a nurse… Why in the world will you work in a callcenter!?? THAT’S WASTING TIME! Go get a training or apply in the hospital! Get your required certificates and requirements.
At first I thought that I should regret being a nurse, but now I am glad that I chose it as my course, because It can be a stepping stone for me to land in my Dreamjob to be a Flight Attendant. First Aid is a thing that every human being should know.
LESSON 3: Maximize your potentials
If you have a certain skill or talent, then develop it.While you’re still young. That’s if you have the time though. But you can easily manage your time. Just know your priorities.
In my case, I want to learn violin playing. And I also want to create accessories for men in order to release my undeniable love for the ARTS and Anime.And so violin lessons, craft workshops, and health trainings are what I need. Not to go to starbucks and be a barista or something.hehehehe!Walang tatamaan.
LESSON 4: Know the things that can give you PERMANENT HAPPINESS.
Pano ko ba explain toh? Ganito na lang…Lovers,Bf,Gf are temporary. Childhood Friends are permanent. Bestfriends are permanent. F*ck buddies are temporary. Family is permanent.A House is permanent. Money is temporary. Cash Savings are permanent. Beauty is temporary but health is Permanent. Pictures are permanent. Memories are temporary.SOME FRIENDS are TEMPORARY. Sana nagets nyo.hehe
In Short, prioritize your faith, family, your health, your house, your future and your GOOD AND LOYAL friends. Things that will never break and last forever. Just like Diamonds.
“Follow your Dreams”- Or else your life will be full of REGRETS
LESSON 5: Travelling makes you see the world, feel the world.Travelling makes you feel human.
Sa Pilipinas, parang ganun pa rin sa nakalipas na 22 years. Pero pag nakapunta ka sa ibang bansa, mafefeel mo na, di ka pala nagiisa. Hehehehe. Hinde lahat ng tao sa mundo pinoy. Parang ang feeling mo nasa ibang planeta ka at you are surrounded by aliens!
Why Aliens? I don’t understand what they say, write, want etc etc.
People from different nationalities give you that feeling of curiousity. Kasi nga Alien sila sa Paningin mo db?! Ayun.Next na nga!
LESSON 6: Life is a game. You can cheat. But you’ll never win thru cheating. The only way you can win this game is by increasing your knowledge and experiences in order to progress….or should I say “LEVEL UP”
LESSON 7: Blogging is a form of therapy to release emotions.To think things over. To reflect. A memory bank that is priceless. So Start bloggin now!
LESSON 8: Make Friends! BUT CHOOSE THEM WISELY.^^
Types of Friends:
a.) Classmates and Childhood Friends – These are the best you can find. Keep them.
b.) User Friendly Friends – They are there when they need or want something from you
c.) F*ckin Friends- Just like user friends but they want something more than you can give.They need sexual gratification. Go bring them to the Church.
d.) Useless Friends – These are the ones who only wants to have fun. Fun.fun.
e.) Envious Friends – oooooh avoid these.
f.) Best Friends – They share their life with you. They practically bring endless joy to each other when you’re together. =]
LESSON 9: FORGIVE.
3 months ago, some people just gave me bad memories “Sama ng Loob” before my flight.That’s why I almost didn’t enjoy my first 2 weeks in Dubai. So I just decided to forgive them and forget them. And then, everything was ok again. It’s not the distance that saved me from being mad and sad, but it was forgiveness.
LESSON 10: Learn to Learn your Lessons.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
BryJa Anime Pics
BryJa Pictures from 2004-2009
Background Music: Shorty's Japan Theme (Bust a Move)
Quite a tragic ending hehehehe
BryJa and the Violin
I want to learn how to use or play the Violin. I should learn to master even just one instrument in this lifetime. And I think the Violin fits me perfectly. First I should buy a violin syempre. I want to find out if there are other violin colors other han the traditional woodcolor. I want a white violin perhaps.^^
I will just list down the websites that can be useful for me in learning how to play.
http://www.violinonline.com/violinbasics.htm
I will just list down the websites that can be useful for me in learning how to play.
http://www.violinonline.com/violinbasics.htm
Sunday, February 15, 2009
My Weekend with Mom
So many things happened to me this past three days that I was with mom. I kinda realized so many things in life. One lesson I learned is that there’s abslolutely nothing to be sad about. I’m so filled with positivity. Changes in life, problems in life are always unpredictable. So all we have to do is to have inner peace with ourselves and to the people around us. I have noticed that every face that I see around has that look of despair and sadness that’s why I began to smile. I want to prove all these people around me that they are wrong. Life is a game a test or a challenge perhaps. We lose. We Win. But It’s all part of the game. It’s still a game. It’s still fun!
Thursday Feb 12 this is the day that I first experienced a sandstorm here in the UAE. I went to Reef mall to meet mom. We went to Golden Fork to eat dinner.
Friday Feb 13. Mom and I went to Mamzar Park for a picnic together with her CFC friends. Mamzar Park again, is a beach park.^^
Thursday Feb 12 this is the day that I first experienced a sandstorm here in the UAE. I went to Reef mall to meet mom. We went to Golden Fork to eat dinner.
Friday Feb 13. Mom and I went to Mamzar Park for a picnic together with her CFC friends. Mamzar Park again, is a beach park.^^
There’s an arcade station in the main hall and I played The King Of Fighters 96. I bought 3 tokens for 9 Dirhams. I also got a free game since the machine accidentally added a credit .=b
There was also this cute child who keeps on smiling with me. I think he is the one who inspired me to be happy. That innocence is bliss. That I am still a child. Who actually looks like a hunk LOL.
Oohhh one of My Mom’s brought chocnut! It’s a famous chocolate from the Phil. Hehe I kinda missed it!
After the Park, we went to City Centre Deira to buy a game console for me, but I decided to buy “pasalubong” or take home gifts for my bestfriends in the Philippines. I bought 2 brooches from Bijoux Terner one is a golden violin and the other is a SilverSword.
For summer, I bought speedo trunks, Billabong shorts and flipflops.
Feb14 We went to St. Mary’s Church in Dubai and then we ate chicken and mutton shawarma. We also went to Kyoto to claim my Swarovski Bracelet.
My Valentine Gift!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Dubai… Noon At Ngayon (Unang kabanata)
10 years ago, nandito ako sa Dubai siguro nasa Grade 4 ako non tapos nagbakasyon ako sa UAE ng March to May. Ayun so syempre bata pa ako nun. Ayoko nga ilagay mga pics ko nun dati kasi naman Ugly duckling pa ako nung mga panahon nay un. As in sobrang taba ko talaga dati nahihiya nga ko sa sarili ko. So syung Dubai ang naalala ko nagpunta kami dun sa Gold Souk, grabe puro ginto talaga literal na palengke ng mga ginto. Nagpunta din kami sa Jumeirah beach … Libre lang sa public ang beach na yun, konti nga lang mga nagswiswimming eh! First time ko makakita ng white sand na beach! Hehehe dameng fish…. Tapos may mga stingray na pagala gala nilalapitan ko pa nga eh tapos bumubulusok na lang sila palayo. Ang bilis! Tapos ang mall na puntahan ng mga tao ay yung CITY CENTRE sa Deira. Sikat na sikat ang mall na yun. Simple lang ang Dubai dati, karamihan ng mga tao Indian at Arab. Pero Ngayon? GRABE! Ang dami daming pinoy! Lalabas nga lang ako ng bahay may pinoy na kaagad akong makikita ba. Lalo na kapag nasa Dubai Mall ako, puro noypi! Isa yan sa mga dahilan kung bakit hinde na ako masyado nahohomesick eh. Nakakatawa nga lang dito, ang daming manyak na bading !hahahah! Lahat ng lahi nandito kasi sa Dubai 200 nationalities ba naman.
Naalala ko nagpunta rin kami dun sa Fujeirah! Ang ganda ng lugar mabundok na mabato tapos ang linaw din ng beach! Ang kaso mo ang daming jellyfish! Ayun tuloy sa swimmimg pool ang bagsak ko.Nagpunta din kami dun sa parang culure village ba yun, ayun nakakita ako ng mga camel, mga katutubong Arab at mga tinda nilang souvenirs at ancient jewelry. Yun ang isang napansin ko ditto sa UAE ang mga tao mahihilig sa Alahas! Hahaha natuwa naman ako diba kasi mahilig din ako sa alahas. Pinaglihi yata ako sa ginto eh. Parang si Jesus pinaglihi sa ginto hehe. Sa Pilipinas wala masyado nagsusuot ng alahas puro silver lang sinusuot ng mga pinoy. Ewan ko ba di yata bagay gold sa kanila heheheheh.Grabe sobra ang tinaba ko dati sa Dubai, FOODTRIP ang pangunahing bonding ng pamilya. Araw araw Fiesta!heheheh.
Naalala ko din First time ko nakakita ng “Fire Tree” sa Sharjah yata. Grabe ang ganda ganda. Parang nagliliyab na puno. Red and orange leaves, Yellow flowers. So bale Tatlong puno na pala ang gusto ko… Cherry Blossoms Tree, Fire tree at Raspberry Tree.
Ang Dubai Ngayun para kang nasa Ibang Planeta. Super High Tech na mga Malls. Hotel na Underwater yung ATLANTIS nga. Grabe. Tapos dami din Hollywood Celebrity na pagala gala dito sila Lindsay Lohan, Paris, Kylie, etc etc. Dami nila. Adik ditto sila nagpupuntahan. Wala nga akong makitang lupa at putik dito eh hahahah nakakamiss din pala ang putik akalain mo yun. Tapos iba rin ang simoy ng hangin dito hinde kasing fresh sa Pinas, Simoy ba ng mga greengas ng aircon ang malalanghap mo, hinde naman maxado polluted at malinis talaga dito sa Dubai.
At syempre eto na….BAKIT AKO NAGTAGALOG NG BLOG? Hahahaha! Syempre para maganda pagkakaexplain ko. Yung mga Pinoy ditto superrrrrrrrr bait nila. As in mabait talaga. Wala pa ako naencounter na pnoy na bumastos sakin. Mga nagpapacute lang JOOOOOOke. Mga Indian naman ok lang sila yung iba alam nyu na mabaho talaga yung iba. Yucks. Pero sanay na ko, mas mabaho pa nga mga inaalagaan ko sa Hospital Dati ah. Pag nadumi sila may mas babaho pa ba dun.At eto pa! Alam nyo yung Accent nila di ko maintindihan! Ang gulo nila kausap!hahahaha! English pero yung tono nga eh bumbay nakakahawa nga yung accent nila eh hahaha! Parang kumbaga sa tagalong bisaya yung English nila. Nakakatawa! Pero ayus lang ganun tlga kanya kanyang topak ng lahi lang yan. Yung mga European, yan ang mga trip kong kasama at kausap, yan yung mga nakakausap ko ng diretsahang English. Tsaka sarap din sila kabiruan madali sila patawanin. Yung mga Arab. NAKUFU! Iwas iwas! Masasama talaga ugali haynaku lalo na yung mga Egyptian?! Lagi yan nakasigaw! Parang lagi may kaaway. Naku pag Arab ayoko dyan layu na. Delikado hahaha. Mga Black African? Well .. Ok sila nakakatawa mahilig sila magpatawa talaga natural yata sa kanila magpasaya ng mga tao.Mga Lebanese kadalasan sa phone ko nakausap, pero sabi ng tito ko masasama din ugali nyan kaya iwas iwas din sa mga ganyan.Ang weiweirdo ng ibang lahi talaga. Basta.kailangan Makita nyu hahahah! Mga Chinese dito mga pokpok naman! Nandun sila sa Rigga Road humahanap ng mga Customer. Balita ko nga may napatay ng intsik na prosti eh.Anu pa ba mga nandito basta lahat ng lagi nandito ang saya saya nga eh!Para ka na rin nag world tour hahahaha!
Pag Friday kami nasimba dito sa St. Mary’s Church. So ayun dami nanamang Pinoy. Pero at least diba parang pinas lang.Pahirapan nga lang sa pagparking atsaka grabe din traffic dito aabutin ka ng oras sa bus. Maliit lang ang Dubai, Pero ang technology naguumapaw. Mura nga mga cellphones dito eh.Tapos yung mga Damit mura din makakaafford kayu ng mga Designer Brands.
Delikado nga lang buhay ko dito! Alam nyu tama pala yung mga friends ko na magingat ako kasi gwapo daw ako.Sabi nila yan ah. Pano ba naman? Magpupunta lang ako ng Let’s say Mcdonalds ayan na may nakatingin na lalaki na nagbabasa ng lips yucccck. Tapos nung nagaapply ako na Flight attendant may humipo ba naman sa Pwet ko pagtingin ko Indian na lalaki na mataba yaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! Muntik na ko masuka. Ayun nagkaBUMBAYPHOBIA na nga ako. Tapos nung isang beses, Nasa Dubai Festival City ako kasama ko mga Pinsan ko… Syempre todo porma ako kasi maganda dun eh. Para pangpicture namen ok ako.Suot ko fit na topmannshirt,Slim pants at Chucks. Tapos syempre yung aking Signature ANIME Hairstyle! Hahaha! Ako lang ganun hairstyle dito Pauso. Naalala ko pinauso ko yun sa Perpetual hahaha. So ayun na nga nasa DFC kami tapos may isang barakadahan ng lalaki kumuyog sakin. Ibang lahi nila eh. Ang sabi ba naman sakin “ANg POGIPOGI MO TALAGA” nagtagalog pa! tawanan yung mga pinsan ko tapos ako kinilabutan ako at agad kaming umalis!hahahahah! yikes. At mukhang di pa nagtatapos diyan ang mga bading encounters dito.Sana wala na diba. Di ko kasi alam talaga pano magrespond sa mga ganung sitwasyon. Sa Pilipinas pag may mga stalker ako nililigaw ko na lang. Eh dito baka ako pa ang maligaw at marape.
Mga girls dito wow ang daming magaganda dito. Lalo na yung mga Araba ang gaganda nila ang puputi ang kikinis. Ang gaganda ng mata ang tatangkad! Ang ganda din nung mga Blonde girls na blue eyes. Hahahaaha Type ko tlga mga ganun. Sana may maging friend ako na ganun dito. Mga pinay dito wala walang maganda.Sorry.panay maliliit or matatanda.In short mga mukhang katulong. Unless nasa Cabin crew ng Emirates or nasa fitness first hehehehe. Naalala ko ang ganda nung kasama ko sa Emirates, South African sya. HOT! Kamukha ni Britney!heheheheh Basta alam ko marami pa ko makikilala dito hehe.
Ang ayoko dito sa Dubai eh yung tubig. Hinde kasingpuro nung pampaligo nating tubig sa Pinas. Saltwater kasi na purified ang tubig dito. Malamang patay na tubig yun. Grabe taglagas ang balahibo ko dito!Buti na lang at balbon ako kaya maliit ang tsansa ko na makalbo.Tapos nagsusugat na yung balat ko dito allergic yata ako sa tubig dito masyadong nakakatuyot ng balat.Buti pa sa Pinas ang tubig natin galing sa bundok or Dams. Freshwater.
Namimiss ko na nga pala si Tito Dimple, Tita Leah at mga pets sa bahay. Sana Ok sila lagi. Pag nanood ako ng TV patrol puro negative news nakikita ko eh. Sana gumanda ganda naman ang balita kahit papano.Yung mga friends ko, ok lang miss ko din sila. Pero yung tamang miss lang. Nakakusap ko naman sila online, ok na yun sakin. Ang hirap pala pag nasa abroad ka. Nakakaiyak na nakakalungkot. Akala ng mga nasa Pinas masaya dahil nasa ibang bansa ka pero ika nga nila “there’s no place like home”. Masarap magpunta sa ibang bansa kung bakasyon lang.Pero yung pagtira ibang usapan na yun. Pero ok na ako dito for now. Wala masyadong mga naguumepal.Alam nyu na un ^^
Jobsearch:Online Search or sa Dyaryo ang ways para mag apply dito.
Eto mga Inaapplyan ko:
1.Nurse – kaso kailangan nila ng 2 years Exp. EH KAKAGRAD KO LANG EH!
2. Flight Attendant
3. Fitness Instructor
4. Pilot
Oh ayan lang choices ko dito. Ayoko magsales ang baba ng sweldo ayoko mpako sa ganung trabaho.Wala pa kong trabaho Ilang araw na lang natitira sa Visa ko. Pero ang gusto ko talgang trabaho ang sana makuha ko. I don’t want to end up RICH AND MISERABLE.
Eto Maganda Top 20 Reasons why not to go back to the Philippines.
1. I am in Dubai and most of my family members are here.My Friends in the Philippines? Well that’s why there’s internet.=]
2. There is no air pollution. Cars in Dubai are maintained well and do not emit dark toxic smoke.
3. The CLEAN Parks… you can go for a picnic or even watch shows in the parks.Surrounded with trees lights fountains and eve beach shores!You can rent bikes/cart,there are also video game stations, in the evening there are shows and performers. (Zabeel Park,Dubai Creekside Park, Al Mamzar Park)
4. The Gigantic Shopping Malls - All brands are here whether designer wear or High Street. From UK, Italy, London,US, France, Spain –you name it. Watch out for the SALE during Dubai shopping festival.The malls here are open up to midnight.
5. The Food ! Indian Foods,Egyptian Foods, Arabic Foods , American Fastfood, Chinese Restaurants, Japanese , Filipino etc etc etc. Go Mall Hopping and Hotel Hopping!Foodtrip! I love the ice cream here!
6. Nightlife? Get ready for hardcore Partyin! Wohoooo! Different bars, Different clubs and hotels! Ang Daming pinoy sa Dubai! You also get to interact with various nationalities na pwede mo mameet at maging friendship hehehehe.
7. MARAMING CUTE SA DUBAI! GOODBYE PHILIPPINES!United colors of Benetton people hahahahah!take your pick!White,Black,Olive, Copper,Brown,Beige, Rose and Yellow People,(Ayoko na sa mga Pinoy sa Pilipinas Malalandi silang lahat! Hmp. Mga pinoy sa Dubai lagi nakangiti hinde plastic.)
8. Amusement Parks ba ang hanap mo? Then go to Global Village and DubaiLand(Disneyland dubai version)
9. Beaches and Resorts? Here we have Jumeirah Beach and Fujairah!
10. Enjoy Hot Summer Months and Freezing Winter Months! Rare ang typhoons ditto. Sandstorms are possible.And hailstorms also.
11. You can wear anything in Dubai! You can be yourself! Wear suit,trench coats parkas, bomber jackets, scarves,ties whatever you like. Pero pag sa Pilipinas magsuot ka lang ng long sleeves eh parang kakaiba kana kaagad! Magsuot ka lang ng matino eh pagtatawanan ka na! Panu mga baduy kasi mga pinoy eh! Lagi nakatsinelas sinasamba yung havaianas na un. Yuck! I go for Louis Vuitton Im sorry hahahaha! Ang mga Fashionista lang na nakita ko sa Pinas ay yung mga models, gimikeros at artistas na namemeet ko dati back when I was in Manila.
12. Tiangge ba ang hanap mo? Are you a fanatic of Divisoria and Greenhills? Then go to Karama! You’ll find the bags, shoes, clothes, furniture and accesories that you are looking for! Yeah I was surprised myself. Never before seen, fancy things are just waiting for you.hehehe
13. It is SAFE in Dubai. You can walk outside in the wee hours of the morning and you don’t have to worry about a thing.Pero syempre stay cautious and have common sense pa rin.
14. Dubai is a heaven for techie-geeks! Cellphones, laptops, Mp3 players, Plasma Tvs , cameras, Cars and gaming consoles are cheap here! Sa Pilipinas 2 yrs old na ang cellphone or laptop ang mahal pa rin! LOWTECH NA MAHAL PA!tsk or even worse baka FAKE pa! yikes!
15. Gasoline is CHEAP in Dubai. Price ng 3 gallons of Gasoline ang Price sa Pinas 1 liter lang makukuha mo. Kaya roadtrip na!
16. Filipinos sa Pinas= Nagsisiksikan sa MRT,Nagiingitan, nagpapayabangan, naghihilahan, nagchichismisan, naglalandian, nagiinuman,nagpaplastikan.nagbabarhopping, nagwiwindowshopping, Pessimistic.
Filipinos in Dubai= Naghahanap ng Parking,Nagrerenta,Nagtutulungan, Nagpipicnic, Nagfofoodtrip, Naghohotel hopping, naglalaktwatsa, nagshohopping, Nagpapayaman, Nagsasaya!
17.There is a separate Salon for males and females. So you get to have the privacy that you want.
18. Louis Vuitton Wallet in the Philippines= Php.80,000
Louis Vuitton Bag in Dubai = Dhs 2,300 equvalent to about Php.25,000!
Yeah you get to have the Designer brands(Prada, LV, Dolce and Gabbana, Versace, Loewe) here at much lower prices eh sa Pinas haynaku.Goodluck to Ben Chan aheheh.
19. Maliit ang sweldo sa Pilipinas pero mahal ang bilihin. Yeah we all know that by now right?
20.The Philippine Government.
I THANK YOU. BOW.
Itutuloy
Itutuloy…
Naalala ko nagpunta rin kami dun sa Fujeirah! Ang ganda ng lugar mabundok na mabato tapos ang linaw din ng beach! Ang kaso mo ang daming jellyfish! Ayun tuloy sa swimmimg pool ang bagsak ko.Nagpunta din kami dun sa parang culure village ba yun, ayun nakakita ako ng mga camel, mga katutubong Arab at mga tinda nilang souvenirs at ancient jewelry. Yun ang isang napansin ko ditto sa UAE ang mga tao mahihilig sa Alahas! Hahaha natuwa naman ako diba kasi mahilig din ako sa alahas. Pinaglihi yata ako sa ginto eh. Parang si Jesus pinaglihi sa ginto hehe. Sa Pilipinas wala masyado nagsusuot ng alahas puro silver lang sinusuot ng mga pinoy. Ewan ko ba di yata bagay gold sa kanila heheheheh.Grabe sobra ang tinaba ko dati sa Dubai, FOODTRIP ang pangunahing bonding ng pamilya. Araw araw Fiesta!heheheh.
Naalala ko din First time ko nakakita ng “Fire Tree” sa Sharjah yata. Grabe ang ganda ganda. Parang nagliliyab na puno. Red and orange leaves, Yellow flowers. So bale Tatlong puno na pala ang gusto ko… Cherry Blossoms Tree, Fire tree at Raspberry Tree.
Ang Dubai Ngayun para kang nasa Ibang Planeta. Super High Tech na mga Malls. Hotel na Underwater yung ATLANTIS nga. Grabe. Tapos dami din Hollywood Celebrity na pagala gala dito sila Lindsay Lohan, Paris, Kylie, etc etc. Dami nila. Adik ditto sila nagpupuntahan. Wala nga akong makitang lupa at putik dito eh hahahah nakakamiss din pala ang putik akalain mo yun. Tapos iba rin ang simoy ng hangin dito hinde kasing fresh sa Pinas, Simoy ba ng mga greengas ng aircon ang malalanghap mo, hinde naman maxado polluted at malinis talaga dito sa Dubai.
At syempre eto na….BAKIT AKO NAGTAGALOG NG BLOG? Hahahaha! Syempre para maganda pagkakaexplain ko. Yung mga Pinoy ditto superrrrrrrrr bait nila. As in mabait talaga. Wala pa ako naencounter na pnoy na bumastos sakin. Mga nagpapacute lang JOOOOOOke. Mga Indian naman ok lang sila yung iba alam nyu na mabaho talaga yung iba. Yucks. Pero sanay na ko, mas mabaho pa nga mga inaalagaan ko sa Hospital Dati ah. Pag nadumi sila may mas babaho pa ba dun.At eto pa! Alam nyo yung Accent nila di ko maintindihan! Ang gulo nila kausap!hahahaha! English pero yung tono nga eh bumbay nakakahawa nga yung accent nila eh hahaha! Parang kumbaga sa tagalong bisaya yung English nila. Nakakatawa! Pero ayus lang ganun tlga kanya kanyang topak ng lahi lang yan. Yung mga European, yan ang mga trip kong kasama at kausap, yan yung mga nakakausap ko ng diretsahang English. Tsaka sarap din sila kabiruan madali sila patawanin. Yung mga Arab. NAKUFU! Iwas iwas! Masasama talaga ugali haynaku lalo na yung mga Egyptian?! Lagi yan nakasigaw! Parang lagi may kaaway. Naku pag Arab ayoko dyan layu na. Delikado hahaha. Mga Black African? Well .. Ok sila nakakatawa mahilig sila magpatawa talaga natural yata sa kanila magpasaya ng mga tao.Mga Lebanese kadalasan sa phone ko nakausap, pero sabi ng tito ko masasama din ugali nyan kaya iwas iwas din sa mga ganyan.Ang weiweirdo ng ibang lahi talaga. Basta.kailangan Makita nyu hahahah! Mga Chinese dito mga pokpok naman! Nandun sila sa Rigga Road humahanap ng mga Customer. Balita ko nga may napatay ng intsik na prosti eh.Anu pa ba mga nandito basta lahat ng lagi nandito ang saya saya nga eh!Para ka na rin nag world tour hahahaha!
Pag Friday kami nasimba dito sa St. Mary’s Church. So ayun dami nanamang Pinoy. Pero at least diba parang pinas lang.Pahirapan nga lang sa pagparking atsaka grabe din traffic dito aabutin ka ng oras sa bus. Maliit lang ang Dubai, Pero ang technology naguumapaw. Mura nga mga cellphones dito eh.Tapos yung mga Damit mura din makakaafford kayu ng mga Designer Brands.
Delikado nga lang buhay ko dito! Alam nyu tama pala yung mga friends ko na magingat ako kasi gwapo daw ako.Sabi nila yan ah. Pano ba naman? Magpupunta lang ako ng Let’s say Mcdonalds ayan na may nakatingin na lalaki na nagbabasa ng lips yucccck. Tapos nung nagaapply ako na Flight attendant may humipo ba naman sa Pwet ko pagtingin ko Indian na lalaki na mataba yaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! Muntik na ko masuka. Ayun nagkaBUMBAYPHOBIA na nga ako. Tapos nung isang beses, Nasa Dubai Festival City ako kasama ko mga Pinsan ko… Syempre todo porma ako kasi maganda dun eh. Para pangpicture namen ok ako.Suot ko fit na topmannshirt,Slim pants at Chucks. Tapos syempre yung aking Signature ANIME Hairstyle! Hahaha! Ako lang ganun hairstyle dito Pauso. Naalala ko pinauso ko yun sa Perpetual hahaha. So ayun na nga nasa DFC kami tapos may isang barakadahan ng lalaki kumuyog sakin. Ibang lahi nila eh. Ang sabi ba naman sakin “ANg POGIPOGI MO TALAGA” nagtagalog pa! tawanan yung mga pinsan ko tapos ako kinilabutan ako at agad kaming umalis!hahahahah! yikes. At mukhang di pa nagtatapos diyan ang mga bading encounters dito.Sana wala na diba. Di ko kasi alam talaga pano magrespond sa mga ganung sitwasyon. Sa Pilipinas pag may mga stalker ako nililigaw ko na lang. Eh dito baka ako pa ang maligaw at marape.
Mga girls dito wow ang daming magaganda dito. Lalo na yung mga Araba ang gaganda nila ang puputi ang kikinis. Ang gaganda ng mata ang tatangkad! Ang ganda din nung mga Blonde girls na blue eyes. Hahahaaha Type ko tlga mga ganun. Sana may maging friend ako na ganun dito. Mga pinay dito wala walang maganda.Sorry.panay maliliit or matatanda.In short mga mukhang katulong. Unless nasa Cabin crew ng Emirates or nasa fitness first hehehehe. Naalala ko ang ganda nung kasama ko sa Emirates, South African sya. HOT! Kamukha ni Britney!heheheheh Basta alam ko marami pa ko makikilala dito hehe.
Ang ayoko dito sa Dubai eh yung tubig. Hinde kasingpuro nung pampaligo nating tubig sa Pinas. Saltwater kasi na purified ang tubig dito. Malamang patay na tubig yun. Grabe taglagas ang balahibo ko dito!Buti na lang at balbon ako kaya maliit ang tsansa ko na makalbo.Tapos nagsusugat na yung balat ko dito allergic yata ako sa tubig dito masyadong nakakatuyot ng balat.Buti pa sa Pinas ang tubig natin galing sa bundok or Dams. Freshwater.
Namimiss ko na nga pala si Tito Dimple, Tita Leah at mga pets sa bahay. Sana Ok sila lagi. Pag nanood ako ng TV patrol puro negative news nakikita ko eh. Sana gumanda ganda naman ang balita kahit papano.Yung mga friends ko, ok lang miss ko din sila. Pero yung tamang miss lang. Nakakusap ko naman sila online, ok na yun sakin. Ang hirap pala pag nasa abroad ka. Nakakaiyak na nakakalungkot. Akala ng mga nasa Pinas masaya dahil nasa ibang bansa ka pero ika nga nila “there’s no place like home”. Masarap magpunta sa ibang bansa kung bakasyon lang.Pero yung pagtira ibang usapan na yun. Pero ok na ako dito for now. Wala masyadong mga naguumepal.Alam nyu na un ^^
Jobsearch:Online Search or sa Dyaryo ang ways para mag apply dito.
Eto mga Inaapplyan ko:
1.Nurse – kaso kailangan nila ng 2 years Exp. EH KAKAGRAD KO LANG EH!
2. Flight Attendant
3. Fitness Instructor
4. Pilot
Oh ayan lang choices ko dito. Ayoko magsales ang baba ng sweldo ayoko mpako sa ganung trabaho.Wala pa kong trabaho Ilang araw na lang natitira sa Visa ko. Pero ang gusto ko talgang trabaho ang sana makuha ko. I don’t want to end up RICH AND MISERABLE.
Eto Maganda Top 20 Reasons why not to go back to the Philippines.
1. I am in Dubai and most of my family members are here.My Friends in the Philippines? Well that’s why there’s internet.=]
2. There is no air pollution. Cars in Dubai are maintained well and do not emit dark toxic smoke.
3. The CLEAN Parks… you can go for a picnic or even watch shows in the parks.Surrounded with trees lights fountains and eve beach shores!You can rent bikes/cart,there are also video game stations, in the evening there are shows and performers. (Zabeel Park,Dubai Creekside Park, Al Mamzar Park)
4. The Gigantic Shopping Malls - All brands are here whether designer wear or High Street. From UK, Italy, London,US, France, Spain –you name it. Watch out for the SALE during Dubai shopping festival.The malls here are open up to midnight.
5. The Food ! Indian Foods,Egyptian Foods, Arabic Foods , American Fastfood, Chinese Restaurants, Japanese , Filipino etc etc etc. Go Mall Hopping and Hotel Hopping!Foodtrip! I love the ice cream here!
6. Nightlife? Get ready for hardcore Partyin! Wohoooo! Different bars, Different clubs and hotels! Ang Daming pinoy sa Dubai! You also get to interact with various nationalities na pwede mo mameet at maging friendship hehehehe.
7. MARAMING CUTE SA DUBAI! GOODBYE PHILIPPINES!United colors of Benetton people hahahahah!take your pick!White,Black,Olive, Copper,Brown,Beige, Rose and Yellow People,(Ayoko na sa mga Pinoy sa Pilipinas Malalandi silang lahat! Hmp. Mga pinoy sa Dubai lagi nakangiti hinde plastic.)
8. Amusement Parks ba ang hanap mo? Then go to Global Village and DubaiLand(Disneyland dubai version)
9. Beaches and Resorts? Here we have Jumeirah Beach and Fujairah!
10. Enjoy Hot Summer Months and Freezing Winter Months! Rare ang typhoons ditto. Sandstorms are possible.And hailstorms also.
11. You can wear anything in Dubai! You can be yourself! Wear suit,trench coats parkas, bomber jackets, scarves,ties whatever you like. Pero pag sa Pilipinas magsuot ka lang ng long sleeves eh parang kakaiba kana kaagad! Magsuot ka lang ng matino eh pagtatawanan ka na! Panu mga baduy kasi mga pinoy eh! Lagi nakatsinelas sinasamba yung havaianas na un. Yuck! I go for Louis Vuitton Im sorry hahahaha! Ang mga Fashionista lang na nakita ko sa Pinas ay yung mga models, gimikeros at artistas na namemeet ko dati back when I was in Manila.
12. Tiangge ba ang hanap mo? Are you a fanatic of Divisoria and Greenhills? Then go to Karama! You’ll find the bags, shoes, clothes, furniture and accesories that you are looking for! Yeah I was surprised myself. Never before seen, fancy things are just waiting for you.hehehe
13. It is SAFE in Dubai. You can walk outside in the wee hours of the morning and you don’t have to worry about a thing.Pero syempre stay cautious and have common sense pa rin.
14. Dubai is a heaven for techie-geeks! Cellphones, laptops, Mp3 players, Plasma Tvs , cameras, Cars and gaming consoles are cheap here! Sa Pilipinas 2 yrs old na ang cellphone or laptop ang mahal pa rin! LOWTECH NA MAHAL PA!tsk or even worse baka FAKE pa! yikes!
15. Gasoline is CHEAP in Dubai. Price ng 3 gallons of Gasoline ang Price sa Pinas 1 liter lang makukuha mo. Kaya roadtrip na!
16. Filipinos sa Pinas= Nagsisiksikan sa MRT,Nagiingitan, nagpapayabangan, naghihilahan, nagchichismisan, naglalandian, nagiinuman,nagpaplastikan.nagbabarhopping, nagwiwindowshopping, Pessimistic.
Filipinos in Dubai= Naghahanap ng Parking,Nagrerenta,Nagtutulungan, Nagpipicnic, Nagfofoodtrip, Naghohotel hopping, naglalaktwatsa, nagshohopping, Nagpapayaman, Nagsasaya!
17.There is a separate Salon for males and females. So you get to have the privacy that you want.
18. Louis Vuitton Wallet in the Philippines= Php.80,000
Louis Vuitton Bag in Dubai = Dhs 2,300 equvalent to about Php.25,000!
Yeah you get to have the Designer brands(Prada, LV, Dolce and Gabbana, Versace, Loewe) here at much lower prices eh sa Pinas haynaku.Goodluck to Ben Chan aheheh.
19. Maliit ang sweldo sa Pilipinas pero mahal ang bilihin. Yeah we all know that by now right?
20.The Philippine Government.
I THANK YOU. BOW.
Itutuloy
Itutuloy…
Monday, February 9, 2009
Bryan James- ColorGenics
I just discovered this from a friendster friend, He/She LOL posted that it was Accurate as Hell so I decided to take the test. the website is http://www.goldinuniverse.com
AND TO MY SURPRISE.....It was definitely accurate in describing how I am feeling right now. I was getting all these goosebumps while I was reading my results. Just take the test and see if it works for you as well.
Name: Bryan James
Date: 2/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13705462
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
Perfecto!
AND TO MY SURPRISE.....It was definitely accurate in describing how I am feeling right now. I was getting all these goosebumps while I was reading my results. Just take the test and see if it works for you as well.
Name: Bryan James
Date: 2/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13705462
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
Perfecto!
Flavors of the world
So today I just cut out some pictures of accessories in the morning from fashion magazines, for me to have some ideas for my business. And then we went out at around 7pm to go to Movenpick Hotel. It’s a 5 star hotel here in Dubai, we ate dinner and also to celebrate the 50th birthday of my Tito Ely. I chose “Nasi Goreng” for my main dish. It’s an Indonesian food, It tasted good actually! And then I had Chocolate cake and wine afterwards. I’ll just upload some videos and pictures here.
Before I even forget, I’ll just list down the foods I was able to savor here in Dubai, just to remind me to stop stuffing myself, since I tasted them all.
1. Filipino Foods
2. Iranian Foods
3. Mexican Foods
4. Italian Foods
5. American Foods
6. Indonesian Foods
7. Chinese Foods
8. Japanese Foods
9. Indian Foods
10. Arabic Foods
11. Thai Foods
12. Egyptian Foods
And also I received a package from the Philippines coming from Homer one of my bestfriends back home. It’s a Starbucks Planner! You can’t buy it from starbucks, It’s a freebie that you can get once you have been able to complete 36 frappuccino drinks. I can just imagine Homer is always there in Starbucks Mall of Asia or there in Sm Southmall. Thank You bes! Heheheh! I got the the planner . ^^
Before I even forget, I’ll just list down the foods I was able to savor here in Dubai, just to remind me to stop stuffing myself, since I tasted them all.
1. Filipino Foods
2. Iranian Foods
3. Mexican Foods
4. Italian Foods
5. American Foods
6. Indonesian Foods
7. Chinese Foods
8. Japanese Foods
9. Indian Foods
10. Arabic Foods
11. Thai Foods
12. Egyptian Foods
And also I received a package from the Philippines coming from Homer one of my bestfriends back home. It’s a Starbucks Planner! You can’t buy it from starbucks, It’s a freebie that you can get once you have been able to complete 36 frappuccino drinks. I can just imagine Homer is always there in Starbucks Mall of Asia or there in Sm Southmall. Thank You bes! Heheheh! I got the the planner . ^^
Homer,Kiko and me at PancakeHouse after FitnessFirst!LOL
thanks beshomie for the planner! ^^
Thursday, February 5, 2009
BryJa's Business (Soon)
BRYJA - HOMME
~MALE ACCESSORIES SHOP~
I have a distinct love for art. Ever since I was a child, I already love drawing, in books ,paper and even on walls.During Elementary and High School I had the highest grades in the ARTS subject. I even like tattoos, but of course I dont like it now because its painful and it fades. I love Japanese Animation.Their bizarre suits beyond imagination. But if I can put such pieces into reality,then wearing them would no longer be a fantasy. And how can I use all of these bursting artistic elements in my head? by MAKING AND CREATING - that's the best way to release my love for art.
So who Is my Target Market? -> MALE FASHIONISTAS, MODELS, METROSEXUALS
Online Shopping is how I'm gonna sell my brand.
multiplywebsite:(soon)
friendsterwebsite:(soon)
My Influences for this shop include: Jesus Christ,Japanese Anime, Samurai, Egyptian Civilization,Vintage Cars, Kings, Louis Vuitton, Cartier, Lanvin, Paul Smith,Versace, Daniel Swarovski, Technology, Ice, Fire, Darkness, Rockstars, Witchcraft, Light, Astronomy, Greek and Roman Gods, Vampires, Ancient Swords, Atlantis, Weapons, Angels, Robotics, Transformers, Final Fantasy Saga, Crystals, Gold, Silver,Diamonds, Platinum, Bars and Clubs
The Items would inlcude:
1. Rings
2. Stud Earrings
3. Cufflinks
4. Brooches
5. Sneakers
6. Pendants
7. Gloves
8. Bow Ties and Slim Ties
9.Chains
10.Armbands and Bracelets
I'll include my fancy finds from shops and Im going to customize the accessories myself during my free time. Maybe those who are brave enough could wear my brand. It's not for everyone. So I challenge you.^-^Y
So maybe it'll take me 4 months before putting this into reality. I still need to study accessory making hahahaha stay tuned
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Wuchunizer Part1
BryJa singin Xin Wo of Fahrenheit~
WAKAKAKA IM NOT SO GOOD AT DUBBING!
It's my first attempt to make a video like this so I'm sorry if its not made well.
It's around 4pm when I took this and I have just awaken from afternoon nap.
Enjoy?hehe
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Living Life
Life…to live the “Perfect life”. That’s what all of us want to have right? According to Abraham Maslow, the needs of man in his life are:
Physiologic Needs – Food, water, air, shelter, clothing, sleep, sex
Safety and Security needs – freedom from harm, Money,Job
Love and Belongingness – care, kindness, friends, family
Self Esteem – self-respect, recognition, independence, competence
Self- Actualization – innate need to develop one’s abilities and potentials.
I feel like Im lacking on Level 5 now. Even if I am just a fresh graduate, I feel the need to explore myself. What are the greatest things things that I can do or achieve? Is it too late for me? But come to think of it, I am just starting to live my life. I want to know how can I live this life perfectly. But things had never been perfect. Even the day that I was born was a total mistake. That makes me lack in Level 3 too,love and belongingness. Hey…..I just realized, I almost lack in everything! But what can I do? Complain and worry? I’ve had enough of mistakes. Mistakes are always there and once you make them you can never turn back time on how things should have been, or might had been. All of us want to correct the mistakes of the past. The Past kills me. Memories are just so fresh that I remember every single bit of pain that I felt. Can scars be truly removed? By technology I guess. But how about the scars of a broken heart? Scars of a lonely heart? Scars of Agony from people who made you feel that you are not perfect. Maybe that thing called “Love” is the remedy for such scars. They say that all of the things that happen in our lives, whether good or bad, makes us whole; complete; human. But I really don’t know I just feel totally sick of life =b. It’s like everything is the same, you can only expect for the worst things to happen. Living is really just so stressful. You have to complete all of these needs everyday just to be happy. So what’s the purpose of living? LIVE AND DIE?
People want money, sex, power, fame, beauty, happiness ->It’s all human nature. Everyone wants to have everything.Everyone wants and needs satisfaction of needs.
I cannot blame God for everything, God whether exists or not simply cannot make miracles and do the things that pleases us. I realized that we simply cannot rely for LUCK AND HAPPINESS its our own choices that makes us happy or sad. For example If I choose to have sex and then we do it and I know It’s bad, can I just say that “it’s God’s will?.If I enjoyed it is it God’s will again?for me to feel pleasure? What if I did something good like I gave to Charity is it God’s will? No right?! I did them because I CHOSE to do such things. And God didn’t even lift a finger to help. Things in this world are happening NATURALLY. We act by own nature, what we want, what we know, what we decide upon. But If there’s something that we can be thankful for God it is our LIFE per se. He’s the only one who gives and takes it away. And so us humans are just merely responsible for ourselves and our loved ones.We cannot rely on God to save humanity. We have to do it ourselves. The world is changing it’s Climate. Can we blame God? No. It’s a nature thingy right? Human mistakes are the roots of this strange phenomena happening to the world climate. It’s us who didn’t take good care of the Environment.
Mistakes are avoidable. If we did the right precautions.
It’s easy to say that we have to let go of the past. The past mistakes, problems and so on. That’s IMPOSSIBLE. Because the past is what we are in the PRESENT. What we are in the present gives way to what we will become in the future.All I can do now is MODIFY the present to make things better. So from now on, I am going to make each and every single day worthwhile. I want to live my life better. I am going to do my best every single day that I exist so that I wouldn’t have regrets. Each and every minute must be well spent. “Life must be a memory that is worthy of flashbacks and not what ifs”
Love is what I need to have and what I need to give.
I have to love myself a bit more.
I need to take care of myself.Im abusing my body too much.=b
I want to increase my knowledge.Im gonna start reading important facts starting tomorrow.
And how do I start?by sleeping =b It’s midnight insomniac madness again.Good thing I have this laptop to talk to hihihi.
Physiologic Needs – Food, water, air, shelter, clothing, sleep, sex
Safety and Security needs – freedom from harm, Money,Job
Love and Belongingness – care, kindness, friends, family
Self Esteem – self-respect, recognition, independence, competence
Self- Actualization – innate need to develop one’s abilities and potentials.
I feel like Im lacking on Level 5 now. Even if I am just a fresh graduate, I feel the need to explore myself. What are the greatest things things that I can do or achieve? Is it too late for me? But come to think of it, I am just starting to live my life. I want to know how can I live this life perfectly. But things had never been perfect. Even the day that I was born was a total mistake. That makes me lack in Level 3 too,love and belongingness. Hey…..I just realized, I almost lack in everything! But what can I do? Complain and worry? I’ve had enough of mistakes. Mistakes are always there and once you make them you can never turn back time on how things should have been, or might had been. All of us want to correct the mistakes of the past. The Past kills me. Memories are just so fresh that I remember every single bit of pain that I felt. Can scars be truly removed? By technology I guess. But how about the scars of a broken heart? Scars of a lonely heart? Scars of Agony from people who made you feel that you are not perfect. Maybe that thing called “Love” is the remedy for such scars. They say that all of the things that happen in our lives, whether good or bad, makes us whole; complete; human. But I really don’t know I just feel totally sick of life =b. It’s like everything is the same, you can only expect for the worst things to happen. Living is really just so stressful. You have to complete all of these needs everyday just to be happy. So what’s the purpose of living? LIVE AND DIE?
People want money, sex, power, fame, beauty, happiness ->It’s all human nature. Everyone wants to have everything.Everyone wants and needs satisfaction of needs.
I cannot blame God for everything, God whether exists or not simply cannot make miracles and do the things that pleases us. I realized that we simply cannot rely for LUCK AND HAPPINESS its our own choices that makes us happy or sad. For example If I choose to have sex and then we do it and I know It’s bad, can I just say that “it’s God’s will?.If I enjoyed it is it God’s will again?for me to feel pleasure? What if I did something good like I gave to Charity is it God’s will? No right?! I did them because I CHOSE to do such things. And God didn’t even lift a finger to help. Things in this world are happening NATURALLY. We act by own nature, what we want, what we know, what we decide upon. But If there’s something that we can be thankful for God it is our LIFE per se. He’s the only one who gives and takes it away. And so us humans are just merely responsible for ourselves and our loved ones.We cannot rely on God to save humanity. We have to do it ourselves. The world is changing it’s Climate. Can we blame God? No. It’s a nature thingy right? Human mistakes are the roots of this strange phenomena happening to the world climate. It’s us who didn’t take good care of the Environment.
Mistakes are avoidable. If we did the right precautions.
It’s easy to say that we have to let go of the past. The past mistakes, problems and so on. That’s IMPOSSIBLE. Because the past is what we are in the PRESENT. What we are in the present gives way to what we will become in the future.All I can do now is MODIFY the present to make things better. So from now on, I am going to make each and every single day worthwhile. I want to live my life better. I am going to do my best every single day that I exist so that I wouldn’t have regrets. Each and every minute must be well spent. “Life must be a memory that is worthy of flashbacks and not what ifs”
Love is what I need to have and what I need to give.
I have to love myself a bit more.
I need to take care of myself.Im abusing my body too much.=b
I want to increase my knowledge.Im gonna start reading important facts starting tomorrow.
And how do I start?by sleeping =b It’s midnight insomniac madness again.Good thing I have this laptop to talk to hihihi.
Meant to Fly
It's my Video for the Day! from Alex, from Emirates Airlines, It's Flight attendant video...^^
But I want to be a Pilot.hehe Seriously..... of a Gundam robot that is!=b
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